3.4.09

life

i have many things that i wanna do in my life,, but i can't live if my parents treat me this way,, sometimes i ask GOD,, why HE even sent me to this world,, sometimes i wonder,, when will this misery ends?

2.4.09

aLONGpost

huee,, long time since i published a post,, haha,, maap2 bagii yg menunggu (adaa yahh cum? haha) saia berjanji post kali ini akan panjang,, sampai2 kalians mls bacanyahh,, haha,, inihh gw lgii menunggu saatnyah gw les,,
skalian gag ad kerjaan gara2 gag bs smsan (secara lgii maen bsket gtuu,, haha,,) posting kali ini akan berisikan macem2 hal,, hihi,, hope u guys wont b bored to read it,, haha,, =)


*nu hair cut.fresh start!
well,, bagi yg sat sekolah ma gw psti tauu bhwa hr minggu kmrn gw potong rambut,, yea~ wlopun tidak terlalu bangga dgn hasil potongannya tp bs d blg ini jdi fresh start bwd gw =) i totally f*cked up my report card! ths's why it's a fresh start,, dgn gw potong rambut,, gw maoo inihh jdii tanda klo gw mulai saat ituh akan lebihh berusaha dlm belajar and so on and so on,, baidewei eniwei baswei,, bs d blg rmbt gw CACAD,, hmmm,, sbnrnyahh sehh ag cacad2 amet,, tpii msti liat poninyahh gila!! ckck,, oh iyahh,, selain gw,, ada org lain yg potong rmbut jgaa!! dan hasilnyahh jga rada2 cacad (tpii spertinyah gelar rambut cacad msh d pegang gw,, haha) yaituuu,, ignatius william! haha,, krn rmbutnyahh udh panjang brantakan gag karuan,, akhirnyahh gw 'sarankan' dy bwd potong rambut,, dan senin kmrn dy potong rambut,, haha,,

yahh bs d liat d foto diatas klo poni gw C A C A D,, ituh msh versi bgsnyahh gara2 d pakein wax gtu ma hair stylist gw,, ckck,, overall sehh bs d blg rmbutnyahh keren,, layernyahh mantaps jatohnyahh (sangad menyukai layernyahh!! heart.heart),, tpii klo udh liat poninyahh,, behhh! pendek abis!! ckck,,


eyakkk~ inilahh raksasa yg bru ajah potong rmbut,, setelahh berabad2 gag potong rmbut,, akhirnyahh potong rmbut jga dy,, (lebaayyyy)
so,, wht do u think? manakahh yg lebihh cacad? rmbutnyahh manusia? ato raksasa? =p


*goin nerd!
yeah,, like i said,, i f*cked up my marks,, especially my math scores,, and of course physics,, msh ada setengah semester,, dan iniihh hrs gw manfaatin sebaik2nyah bwd BELAJAR! yea people~ im goin nerd! and im proud of it! haha,, mulai minggu ini,, tiap selasa kamis gw bkal les pelajaran ama pa toni,, mulai mnggu dpn,, tiap senin rabu gw bkal les pelajaran d clavius,, dan tetep rabu jumat gw les inggris,, tak dilupakan tetep ngeGYM,, haha,,
my biggest goal of the momment: NAIK KELAS! gw akan sedihh.kecewa.terpuruk banged klo ampe goal gw ituh gag tercapai,, so kawans,, minta dukungan dan doa yahh,, thx2 =)
oh yea~ dgn posting inihh pula,, i wanna thank my love that he didnt quit on me,, dy adlh org yg terus2an suru gw bwd berusaha belajar dan gag patah smangat,, dy jga org yg bkin gw bangkit,, (thx buns!)


*ICYS alert! alert!
it's 20 days before my departure to poland for ICYS,, huee,, tenaga terkuras dan otak terperas buat mikirin ICYS,, yg semula kta berpikir tnggal analisa,, skrg data hrs d bahas ulang,, hrs bikin data pke program apa tauu,, trus msti diskusi lgii ama pa samsi,, bkin presentasi ulang bwd yg data,, pdahal gw udh ampe picek2 bkin tabelnyahh biar bisa d animasiin jdii bs d presentasiin,,anjirrr!! ckck,, rencananyahh mauu k bandung lgii,, tpii gag tauu kpn,, inihh menyakitkan hati! aihh~
yg pasti cuma 1,, i will be quarantined again on april 22nd and will depart to polang ont the 23rd,, wish indonesian team gud luck!
lil bit bout ICYS and indonesian team: so ICYS ituh International Conference of Young Scientist,, jdii tuhh lomba presentasi di bidang ipa buat pelajar2 dr seluruh dunia gtuu,, nahh,, tiap thn tuh tmpatnyah d ganti,, thn inii kebagian di polandia,, (ampe butuh coat bwd ksna wlopun bkn musim dingin gara2 ktnyah bkal dingin,, aihh~) tim indonesia yg bkal berangkat ksna ada 12 org,, wlopun aslinyah gag sgitu,, soalnyah satu tim yg brangkat cuma blh 2 org gtuu,, nahh khusus bwd tim gw.lydia dan dd nanda.dd vincent,, kita brangkat smua,, gag tauu knp c,, haha,, pokoknyahh kami semua prnh d karantina d bandung maret kmrn dan sdh mengenal satu sama lain,, hihi,, timnyahh ad c dwiki,, jessica,, alicia.karina,, idel.chris,, lydia.gw,, terrence.mellisa,, dd nanda.dd vincent,, rayo,, ama c mr abri do yo know (andra),, total 10 kelompok,, smoga kami smua dpt membawa plng mendali,, hihi,, =)

jdii this it's some of the people in the Indonesian team when we were quarantined,, lihat ajahh,, laptop bertebaran dimana2,, tiap detik kerjaannyahh presentasi,, slide,, presentasi,, haha,,

*CUMI + NADIA MENGGILA!!
hmmm,, yg inihh,, sepertinyah tdk bs d ceritakan dgn detail,, pokoknyahh intinyahh tgl 2 april 2009.kantin lama skolah loren.jem istirahat k2.plus.dpn gerbang skolah.plng skolah saia dan nadia melakukan something memorable (?!),, hayoolohh~ apann yahh? haha,, =p

*21MARCH09
shortly,, THIS IS A MEMORABLE DATE!

*T.O.P recommendation
try pan n cook in puri! lots of variation of pancake and waffle,, sweet or sour? ada dua2nyahh,, hihi,,

*BIRTHDAYS
wanna say alles gute zum geburtstag,, hepi bdayy,, buat:
08.02.09 idel
11.02.09 rena
12.02.09 prengki
13.02.09 desi.mbaa
14.02.09 stanley + konak
20.02.09 miki
23.02.09 lydia
24.02.09 iin + jason
27.02.09 cahya
04.03.09 melissa

30.03.09 ernest.deha
hmmm,, sp lgii yahh? sepertinyahh ada bnyk,, tpii lupa,, seinget gw msh ada martin,, trina,, tpii nnti dehh d tmbhin lgii,, haha,,pokoknyahh wish u all the best lohh! GBU all!! =)

*1
knp satuu? krn ituhh menandakan 1 tahunn,, haha,, btw,,
nadia + topher HEPI ONE YEAR ANNIV!! awet2 yahh,, (skalian slamet 13 bln yahh,, hihi)

*my SONG of the momment
saat gw online d komputer bwh,, gw menemukan sebuah laguu lama yg mantaps gtuu,, judulnyahh 'if im not in love with you' by jennelyn mecardo,, tpii bnyk versinyahh gtu,, yg gw dnger yahh pnyanyah c jennelyn,, hihi,, bgitu dnger gw lngsung nyari liriknyahh,, ternyata gag kalahh mantap! haha,, so i wanna share the lyric to all of u,, coba search d limewire dehh,, (or click the link here! http://www.imeem.com/shieralace/music/b46V7UGg/faith-hill-if-im-not-in-love/)apa lgii klo lu suka lgu yg rada2 mellow gtuu,, behh~ seephh dah! =) hope u can find ur love out there! (cie cieehh~)

If I'm not in love with you
What is this I'm going through
Tonight
And if my heart is lying then

What should I believe in
Why do I go crazy
Every time I think about you, baby
Why else do I want you like I do
If I'm not in love with you
And if I don't need your touch

Why do I miss you so much
Tonight
If its just infatuation then
Why is my heart aching
To hold you forever
Give a part of me I thought Id never
Give again to someone I could lose
If I'm not in love with you
Why in every fantasy

Do I feel your arms embracing me
Like lovers lost in sweet desire
Why in dreams do I surrender
Lying with you baby
Someone help explain this feeling
Someone tell me
If I'm not in love with you

What is this I'm going through
Tonight
And if my heart is lying then what should I believe in

Why do I go crazy
Every time I think about you baby
Why else do I want you like I do
If I'm not in love with you

so how how?? yahh everyone have their own opinion,, but i think it's so DALEM you know? haha,,

*P.S for mr.Ignatius William
missing u so! can't wait to meet u will!! heart u =)

so i think that's all for today,, haha,, krng panjang gag? huahua,, smoga lain kali gw gag mls post lgii jdii gag bkal sepanjang ini postingan berikutnyahh,, haha,,

signing out
-gonna b better than ysterday!