roller coaster ride

roller coaster is the most favorite thing in a amusement park,, i simply agree,, but imagine your love life is a roller coaster ride! love life with ups and downs? errrrr,, i simply hate it! LOL,,

my love life? it's a roller coaster ride and it's going to end soon,, but even though i hate it,, i don't want to get off,,

aaaaaaa,, babo yaa~

06.04.10

damn it's april already! this first quarter of this year does fly so fast,, it feels like you slept and the next thing that u realize is that high school is almost over! even though everyday i was lazy to wake up shower and go to school,, now in this very moment i wish that high school won't end,,

it's like we're thinking of year book and so excited to see the printing result,, but it will be like the last memories of high school,,
it's like you are very very outrageous to plan the prom,, what to wear,, where it will be held,, how is going to be,, but you'll be afraid to say goodbye,,
it's like you are so anxious to put on your toga and walk through the aisle of the gym,, but you'll understand that that's the end of your high school life,,

for me,, saying goodbye is never easy,, the truth is,, i hate saying goodbyes,,

okay,, stop this melancholic thing! damn!! i just wish that i can have the best memories during this high school life =)

cheers!

quote!

in every one hello there will be a goodbye,, but never say goodbye,, just simply say "see u again"

re-greeting

hello world! long time i don't see u =)
it's a long time since i updated my blog,, so sorry about that,, i'm kinda busy with my senior year test and stuff,, haha,,

btw,,
I'VE FINISHED MY NATIONAL EXAM! SUPERB YAYY :D
it's like the hell-est week of my senior year,, i've been studying hard (and still gymming),, and i think i can do all of the test,, but i'm kinda worried about my biology exam,, errrrr,, let's hope that i pass it all *keeping my fingers cross*

so,, how are you world?
if u ask me how i am,, all the emotions mixed up right now! can't describe how i feel right now,, haha,,
i'm happy because the UN is finished and i got my besties all the way to support me and stuff,, and i'm happy because of ... hahaha,,
i'm mad because of the fucking racism,, (i can't tell u about it world,, i think i can go to jail for that)
i'm nervous of my UN result and the ETF scholarship announcement,,
i'm hectic right now because i feel that there are many things in front of me but it's still kinda blurry,,
i'm sad because of some particular things,,
i'm bored because i really don't know what should i do now,, haha,,

heyy world! u give me inspirations and stuff! and i'm very thankful for it =)

*it started as one hello,, now goodbye is going to be said,, and i don't want to let you go,, it is love being hard to let go,,*

5.02.10

Exciting night that took me out of the stressed world
Quenched my thirst of dancing foolishly on the dance floor! wohoo!
Unbearable illuminations and atmosphere which a satisfactory
Intermezzo that takes my breath away
No alcohol? no problemo! it's still superb!
Outrageous rnb songs mixed by the awesome dj schizo =)
Xoxo to fefen,, tomi,, bobi,, sen2,, hansen! miss u guys lots!!

february month entry

i wish that my diet for this month will be successful,,
i wish that my lovelessness is a good thing,,
i wish that i can get great (lots of) things during my shopping spree,,
i wish that i can be more discipline in studying for the national examination,,
i wish that i can get great grades at the try outs,,
i wish that i can be more mature in taking decisions (and stuff),,
i wish that i can reach all my goal with full determination,,
i wish that i can try to grant my wish with my own way and by myself,,

sunday morning

sun shines on my bed,, this sunday morning rain ain't falling! it's such a beautiful day as if the sun understands my feeling =)

waking up in the morning does make my body fresh! after some time i went to the gym to join the body combat class,, like the sweat in the morning to burn some fat =)

i'm so absolutely happy today!! i'm still blush when i remember what happend yesterday =)

special thanks to koko Ricky Daud for a wonderful saturday =)

zara coat,, starbucks,, joni steak,, such a great combination especially when you are accompanied by someone you care =)

try joni steak @ somewhere near pecenongan area and pasar baru (jakarta)! love the diet spaghetti and diet salmon steak! *pssttt,, they have the diet edition for everything on the menu =)*

today,, we must finish all the necessities for the religion class project! FIGHTING! XD

recipe: healthy smootie!
banana + strawberry + milk + yogurt = YUM!

i'm craving for a charles and keith high heels!

waiting for the shopping spree for xinchia next saturday!! can't wait to spend some money!! *finally*

choir

time flies so fast,, one moment you're just entering high school,, and then in a flash you are just a few months away from graduating from it,, first day of high school,, you thought that the 3 years you'll spend is gonna be a challenge,, but who figures that those 3 years will be extraordinarily fun and superbly memorable which finally make you don't want to end it,, myself can't imagine what will the days be after i graduate,,

it's true that time sometimes run in a speed that we can't catch up,, it runs in a speed that makes us for a moment forget about the path that we walked,,

i wish that i can stop the time just to look back at those memories,, feel the happiness of those memorable time,, pour the tears once more for the tears that we shed,, kiss one more kiss for the loved ones,, but it's impossible,, all we can do,, is just to look at some pictures that were taken,, pictures that can bring back the emotion at those times,,

so here i am,, looking back at those pictures and in this opportunity,, i will post some of my photos when i was in one of my favorite room in my high school,, the choir room =)

identical lips *smooch*

iin feat cecel

ahh,, those smile,, those happy moment,,

ivy flexibility test

my flexibility test

ivy iin and sinchan trying to wear the uniform as the rules said

us. 1st grade of high school

*climbing the window just to pose,, WTH*

i miss those time when we can run to that particular room,, just to hang out and chat,, just to listen to the piano play,, and just us girls laughing =)

i'm loving it =)

related to my previous post,, where i write that i'm falling in love once again with westlife,, i post one of my favorite song in their albums,, it's a song called I Lay My Love on You,, it's a song about someone that finally find his/her true love and want to go all in,, not only i like the lyrics and meaning but i also like the rhythm and notes,, overall it's a two thumbs up! just search it in youtube if you want to hear the song or just simply click here

so i hope you guys will enjoy it =) cheers!!

I Lay My Love on You
Westlife

Just a smile and the rain is gone
Can hardly believe it (yeah)
There's an angel standing next to me
Reaching for my heart

Just a smile and there's no way back
Can hardly believe it (yeah)
But there's an angel calling me,
Reaching for my heart

I know, that I'll be ok now
This time it's real

I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I was lost in a lonely place
Could hardly believe it (yeah)
Holding on to yesterdays
Far, far too long

Now I believe it's ok cause this time it's real

I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I never knew that love could feel so good

Like once in a lifetime
You change my world

I lay my love on you
You make me feel brand new
Show me your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I lay my love on you
You make me feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

As I lay my love on you

several things on my mind

TOs ahead.
OMG! how can i manage to study all the stuff from the first grade? i'm so stressed out right now that i can run away! can i just pack my bag,, get some money and go somewhere to calm my head down? just until the chaos end though,, oh yeah,, can i bring my besties with me? so i won't be alone? *crossing my fingers,, hoping*

WESTLIFE.
i once again fall in love with this irish boy band! i bought their album yesterday and it melt me,, *touch me,, hold me close,, don't ever let me go!

tweets.
finally i made my self a tweeter account after a brief push from my friends,, so i hope people who read my blog (err,, i have blog readers? really??) that have a twitter account,, please follow me @cumichelle

dictionary: bisexual.
is a term of, relating to, or having a sexual orientation to persons of either sex.
well,, it's kind of a hot topic between my besties,, and they sort of thinks that i have that weird sexual orientation,, but,, really,, do i look like a bisexual? well,, i hope nobody even thought of that,, with this post,, i'm gonna emphasize that I'M STRAIGHT FOR GOD SAKE! thanks =)

gym.
is the one thing that i really miss right now,, some people already think of me as a gym addict,, but i don't care! it makes me fit and reduce my fat! if i don't go to the gym,, how can i maintain my weight? *sighh* it's a choice between study and gym,, and i have to choose to study for my future sake,, i hope that with this sacrifice,, i can get good marks and i can go back once more to be active in the gym,, FIGHTING!

cheers =)