break up

many people think that break ups will torn you down to pieces,, heyy,, did you know that break ups is not the end of the world? some says that the end is the new beginning,, maybe there will be other plans for you after you have ended your relationship,,

well,, for my case,, my decision to break up is for good,, it's the best thing for both of us,, mybe a new start for us is the best answer,,

so,, with this post,, i want to wish my ex a better life without me beside him,, no matter what,, you'll be always in my heart will,, thanks for everything,, i won't forget all the memories you gave me,, goodbye =)

i miss..

.. my besties lala nadia cecel iin z,, i miss those time when just us girls chat and we go crazy like nothing else to do and think about,,

before the seperation of our retret =)

.. my boyfriend for so many reasons that i can think of,,

at PI eating macha mochi with red bean paste *YUM

.. DDR machine so much!! i miss the sweat,, i miss the beat,, i miss the challenge of succesfully finish a hard song,, why it must be replaced? timezone sms,, please bring back the DDR machine!! want to playy ='(

after playing DDR with dc at sms

.. my brother who will come back this 22nd,, i miss this gestures and smile eventhough he (maybe) never love me the way i love him,, LOL,,

at someone's wedding with my brother *LOVE U SO MUCH KO!*

.. the moment where i sat on a sofa,, drinking ice triple grande caramel machiatto at starbucks sms,, just simply hanging out,, ahhh~ those warm and soothing time =)

well,, we can't press rewind eventhough we wish hard for it,, but the best part about the past is the time when we remember those moments,,

lonely

i'm feeling so lonely these days when i'm home,, like today for example,, i got nothing to do,, no company,, nothing,, i woke up at 3 p.m today,, so damn sleepy,, so damn tired,, ate my late lunch then read a pile of comic books,, after that i decided to go to the gym,, ran 6 km,, wandering around sms for 2 hours (the truth is,, i'm waiting for my someone but,, not coming! huhhh!) bought something to soothe my stomach then finally went home,, *sigh

now i'm having a headache,, too much sleep? not enough food? too much running? don't care anymore,, the lonely feeling trumps everything,,

i shopped a little while i was waiting for my friend (who finally didn't show up),, i bought cute keychains of spongebob and patrick!! love them so much!! they are so dumb!! LOL,, i wanna buy some spongebob dolls but i decided not to due to my money crisis! LOL

aren't they cute? =p

now i wander,, if i have nothing to do on the weekends,, what will i do on my holidays? will i be lonely? *sigh

dictionary

YOGA is a state of sport which folds your body like an origami paper.

bunbu

okayy,, maybe this is very very very late *i apologize* but finally last september i got a puppy!! FINALLY i found the right one =) its real name is alphard but because it seems that it doesn't suit him so i changed its name to BUNBU *BUNtelan BUlu* which in english is translated ino a ball of fur,, LOL,, all my friends said that it's not a dog,, it's like fur walking running jumping around,, still full with cuteness =)

name: alphard a.k.a BUNBU

D.O.B: 23 June 2009

color: greyish brown

eye color: brownish black

so cute right? i wish i can bring him when i go to US =)

twenty five

i got an interesting idea for my blog the other day when i open my friends's blog,, i'm gonna list the 25 things that are flying around in my head right now,,

1. it's been a long time since i post something on my blog =p
2. tomorrow: chemistry test
3. the day after tomorrow: biology and chemistry practical tests
4. next week: blog tests
5. really really really wants a holiday!
6. confuse what will i write next XP
7. love my BF <3
8. BANDUNG!
9. SURABAYA!
10. THAILAND!!!
11. really really really really really concern about the fat in my tummy
12. YOYO WEIGHT *sigh
13. starting to feel hungry
14. gimme some pancakes pleasee~
15. gym gym gym~
16. what will my future be?
17. can't wait for my new laptop to come =)
18. can i take a break from school?
19. DIET!
20. hmmm,, btw,, where's my dog?
21. wow,, it's already december,, time does fly sooooo fast =)
22. YIPPIE! i'm 17!
23. OH NOOO! i'm 17 already? damn~
24. wants to close my eyes,, go to sleep and hibernate!
25. MISS MY BROTHER <3>

well,, i know it's kinda nonsense,, but,, it's okay lahh~ it's better than nothing,, right? XP