i'm not ready yet

it's just the middle of the first month in this new year,, but why we must already begin our (hell-like) journey,, i understand that this step may bring us to freedom,, but am i really ready to go to that step? i don't think so,,

all i can think of,,

play,,

dance,,

gym,,

gossiping all day,,

partying all night long,,

chatting,,

having fun,,

hanging out,,

all of that have to be kept as a desire for a moment,, well,, at least this 3 months,, i can't promise that i will be strict,, but at least i will try,, i'll be a geek,, i'lll try to study the best i can! i will study like hell so i can get the best grades that i can get in the national exam!!

for God sakes,, NO! i won't say that i will vacuum,, i'll be back! cheers =)