today more than yesterday

i thought about you lots lots LOTS of times but i guess u there never thought of me,, you're like more than a brother to me,, you're more than a friend to me,, you're more than a fabulous accompany to me,, on the other side,, i'm nothing to you,, but i'm okay with that facts,, it's such a cliché to say that i'm happy if you are happy and i'm satisfied of this thing that we've been through,, but YES! i'm gonna say it,, although some small tiny bitty amount of me screaming I'M ALL SO F-ing SAD but i will pretend that i am a happy girl,, =')

i tried so hard to forget you but you just come right back me,, some people that know about the story told me that we somehow are a perfect picture,, i agreed,, we do look good together (i know i'm full of flaws but what can a girl do if her heart is stolen?) but my perfect picture is somehow torn,, and it's practically too good to be true,, i just wonder why,,

today i hear one of your favorite songs that you told me and here i am typing with you all over my mind,, missing u,, if i could,, i would turn back the time to that particular moment where we can comfortably sit and chat about anything,, laugh over some bad jokes,, tease each other,, smile and take photos,, i really want to freeze the time every time we met but i guess it's impossible,, ha,, silly me! i really wish that i can see you one last time,, and i promise to myself that i would hold you before we say goodbye for one last time,, i'm won't say anything when you are deep in my arms even for a second,, then i would smile even it hurts to let you go,,

today more than yesterday,, it's a song that maybe can reflect my feeling,, because it's true that i miss you today more than yesterday,, i want you today more than yesterday,,

'(I Do)영원히 단 한사람만 바라볼수있나요' - [김종국] 어제보다 오늘 더

ya babo! i hope u are well there~ =)